intermssso
08 May, 2006. 1:00am.
I am listening BBC Midland, news at one o'clock. Flourscent light is yellow. smell of grass and the night breeze enter my room reminding me this is the summertime in UK. Only myself remind myself I am living in the year 2006. It's important to remind myself I am in 2006.
Religon is something far and close to me. Frankly, I pray somethings. Usually talk to lord when I want to. But, I am not a christian nor catholic, not any religon at all. However, I truely believe in Lord. I watched a documentary about Plastic Surgeory. I saw how doctor do the cracy but smart things to human....use a 1 meter long stainless stell tube to remove fatty issue, use a plastic bag to enlarge the breast, remove some skins at the head, reshape the bone of toes, remove nerve from pennis.....My only comment is how amazing the power of Lord, it is definitely the power of lord to recover human body. Docotor is only doing the jobs under the conscent of Lord.
life is what the lord give us. But, we have to live on our own. What's the point to live in the world? Obviously, the world is moving on very well without me, or anyone in the world, or even without the planet earth. When people die, we reall cannot take anything away. Somehow, i think we even cannot take our memory and sense away, too. However, despite how we think about the world, how we think about life, we have to sleep when we tired, we have to eat when we are hungry. Seems we had already under many constraints when we are living on the earth, or the physical world. We have to wake up and go to work, too. Undeniable, there a someone else, some forces, push us to move on. May be it is call fate. Everyone has a fate, i wonder even everything, the grass, the breeze that coming to me under the conscent of Lord. Extensing this wonder, i also wonder even a country, a planet has it's own fate. Undeniably, as a individual, we cannot do much our fate ( so, remeber to wake up and work, Karson ). Scienists find many law of natural, soical scienist also find many thoery about our world. Let me call them law of conscent of Lord. A plane fly because under the law of bernuille principle, pressure difference generate a up thrust. Economy and stock market work because human being is greedy so we keep doing things more than we need. Labour keep doing works as demanded, business keep making money as possible, professor keep making papers, filmaker keep making films. People only stop when they are want to or people want to them to. See my point? it just a fate.
So, why bother of thinking about our life? , since it's planned somehow. Yes, lord set up a lot of constraint in the physical world and set up a lot programme in our brain. But, don't you realize that lord allow us to choose? I don't mean we can choose how many IQ in our head, how mamy zeros in our bank account, how many assistant we got. Lord give us past, present, future. So that we can try to learn something from past, doing something now, and change the future. ( at least, avoid something we are not happy in the past happen again in the future. )
Yes, change the future, not necessarily to save the world. But, just to think what we should do and how to do things in the present. The future should be the result of present. But, remeber our choice is always under the conscent of lord. So, don't choose to exit the room through the window, you will fall down under the law of gravity. My next question is if we can always know which is window or which is the exit? Our point of life is to think which is window and which is exit. Where is the floor plan? Can i call the security when i am lost, lost in front of my desk......By the way, which department i am working?? why everyone else seems don't bother to think about the exit? O? they are playing internet instead of working.....fuck, my boss is coming....should i told him my concern about window and exit......in fact, i want to quit the job for a long time......don't think too much, it's already 7:00 pm. I want to leave.....o? exits, yes, i know where is the exit of course, when i need to leave....why bother to think about exit, think about the work please.
You may find many contradiction from above ideas. It's just something in my mind and i want to write before i sleep.
Don't want to write or think anymore, it's 2 am now.
I am listening BBC Midland, news at one o'clock. Flourscent light is yellow. smell of grass and the night breeze enter my room reminding me this is the summertime in UK. Only myself remind myself I am living in the year 2006. It's important to remind myself I am in 2006.
Religon is something far and close to me. Frankly, I pray somethings. Usually talk to lord when I want to. But, I am not a christian nor catholic, not any religon at all. However, I truely believe in Lord. I watched a documentary about Plastic Surgeory. I saw how doctor do the cracy but smart things to human....use a 1 meter long stainless stell tube to remove fatty issue, use a plastic bag to enlarge the breast, remove some skins at the head, reshape the bone of toes, remove nerve from pennis.....My only comment is how amazing the power of Lord, it is definitely the power of lord to recover human body. Docotor is only doing the jobs under the conscent of Lord.
life is what the lord give us. But, we have to live on our own. What's the point to live in the world? Obviously, the world is moving on very well without me, or anyone in the world, or even without the planet earth. When people die, we reall cannot take anything away. Somehow, i think we even cannot take our memory and sense away, too. However, despite how we think about the world, how we think about life, we have to sleep when we tired, we have to eat when we are hungry. Seems we had already under many constraints when we are living on the earth, or the physical world. We have to wake up and go to work, too. Undeniable, there a someone else, some forces, push us to move on. May be it is call fate. Everyone has a fate, i wonder even everything, the grass, the breeze that coming to me under the conscent of Lord. Extensing this wonder, i also wonder even a country, a planet has it's own fate. Undeniably, as a individual, we cannot do much our fate ( so, remeber to wake up and work, Karson ). Scienists find many law of natural, soical scienist also find many thoery about our world. Let me call them law of conscent of Lord. A plane fly because under the law of bernuille principle, pressure difference generate a up thrust. Economy and stock market work because human being is greedy so we keep doing things more than we need. Labour keep doing works as demanded, business keep making money as possible, professor keep making papers, filmaker keep making films. People only stop when they are want to or people want to them to. See my point? it just a fate.
So, why bother of thinking about our life? , since it's planned somehow. Yes, lord set up a lot of constraint in the physical world and set up a lot programme in our brain. But, don't you realize that lord allow us to choose? I don't mean we can choose how many IQ in our head, how mamy zeros in our bank account, how many assistant we got. Lord give us past, present, future. So that we can try to learn something from past, doing something now, and change the future. ( at least, avoid something we are not happy in the past happen again in the future. )
Yes, change the future, not necessarily to save the world. But, just to think what we should do and how to do things in the present. The future should be the result of present. But, remeber our choice is always under the conscent of lord. So, don't choose to exit the room through the window, you will fall down under the law of gravity. My next question is if we can always know which is window or which is the exit? Our point of life is to think which is window and which is exit. Where is the floor plan? Can i call the security when i am lost, lost in front of my desk......By the way, which department i am working?? why everyone else seems don't bother to think about the exit? O? they are playing internet instead of working.....fuck, my boss is coming....should i told him my concern about window and exit......in fact, i want to quit the job for a long time......don't think too much, it's already 7:00 pm. I want to leave.....o? exits, yes, i know where is the exit of course, when i need to leave....why bother to think about exit, think about the work please.
You may find many contradiction from above ideas. It's just something in my mind and i want to write before i sleep.
Don't want to write or think anymore, it's 2 am now.
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