When will the weather be fine??

Well. I haven't found out the answer for my previous question. Instead, I am having another questions about myself. I am not enjoy my present job at all. It is because people around me are not competitive ( at least I think so. ). I am really expecting more from them and from me, too. It's ridiculous of keep working at such enviroment . Make things simple, all of them are boring. Actually, I have a feeling of losing something when I am working at daytime. Ok, go back to my questions. When I look at the subject of the Msc Fin Maths., I really having no ideas of the topics. What, where I want to study demands a high level of standard ( I am sure not only the academical aspects, but also the general side of charateristics so called "smart , presentable, quick-learner......".) When I look back, I had a chance to walk into the circle of such group of that kind of people. However, I didn't manage well and eventually I was forced out of them. Am I a such kind of people?...

I was born in April. April is start of Spring. ( why the start of the year is in Jan? what exact position of earth when the year start? Is the starting point always the same every year or it will varied with time?? I suddenly want to know the answer.) Ok, this April, I know one of my friends successfully join the Singapore Airline as Direct Entry Pilot!!! I really happy and wish him ever success in the future. I will go out to have a drink with him tonight. I am happy because I see my friend can finally flying again after a few years of hard work and battled with all the troubles. He win the War!!! I really appreciate his achievement!

Tokyo is the capital of Japan. I travellig around this Capital for 4 days. My impression of Japan ( when i was a kid ) is from TV, Cartoons, and Comics. Now, I have a chance to walk around this city. But first impression of Tokyo is crowded. My second impression of Tokyo is the excellent noddle. I think i walked into the best noodle shop in "池袋". It's a big city and my leg is tried and still just walked around a little part of Tokyo. The train is my major transportation. I can figure out the general shape of Tokyo by recalling the name of different stations.

3 MONTHS PASSED.......NOW, IT'S APRIL TIME OF 2005. I did several things include : 1. Apply for the PG 2. A Mathematics Test 3. AO test 4. TKD ............................etc. Now, for the forthcoming season, I need to prepare well for the IELTS and application for the UK Master Degree. That's the main course! I feel it. Now, I think I have completed the warm up and am ready for harder challenge. Time Management, Planning, and devotion is my key to open the door of future. I have a great support of Katherine, my stable job, Rocky and all other firends. Heading to the direction in increasing skill of sailing and better performance! BTW, I saw a fews wordsfrom a doctor who is fighter of SARS and now working in Africa. He said, " Don't let the tempoary downtime/failure to make you forget your dream ! " I have dreams, more than one. I have nightmare, too.........It's hurt but who don't have? It's a normal procedure to learn cope with it. No matter how terr...